im 21, live in washington, am a huge butch dyke, and am apparently single despite my best efforts. and thats all there is.
I just want it to end. Everything. I’m just tired of it all. But I know it won’t stop and that’s what makes it worse. They only ever get more frequent and worse every time.
You know when people say “don’t leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love”? I think it’s a total load of crap. People don’t care. They want attention and if the one they like gives them more attention then the one they love then they’ll just be gone. It’s just total crap when you’re engaged to someone and they won’t tell anyone even if they can but will jump at the opportunity to go out with someone else and tell tell world about It even though they’ll both lose their jobs